I sincerely hope people have enjoyed my story thus far and will continue to enjoy it. If you are just tuning in, we will resume our regularly scheduled programming about board games and game design momentarily. I just wanted to pause for a moment and write about a few things not related to my epic game design fails.
I’d like to write about my Parkinson’s for a moment. Because even if you know someone with Parkinson’s, or know someone who’s dad has Parkinson’s, or you’ve seen Michael J. Fox on television, their story, their symptoms, are different than mine. That is because Parkinson’s is what is commonly referred to as a boutique illness.
Doesn’t that sound lovely?
Hello, Madame. How can I be of service today?
Oh yes, thank you. A friend told me about this illness. It’s very exclusive isn’t it?
Ahh but of course, every customer we serve walks away with something unique. We provide a speciality service to each of our customers. We cater to their… how you say… needs. For you, I think maybe the … bradykinesia, brain fog, anxiety, depression, and the constipation for starters.
Oh, you’re too kind..
And since you are a new customer we will throw in the insomnia at no extra charge.
This is a big part of my story. It’s sometimes funny, sometimes sad, but it’s always my life.
Over the past 6 months I’ve felt as if most of the time my thoughts were swimming through gelatin and that my brain had become a vat of gelatin. I’m not sure that’s getting any better. Actually, within the past few months it’s been much worse.
But I have these moments of pure, golden, delicious lucidity where the world becomes a just and beautiful place.
So I’ll write when I find those moments. I’ll design when I find those moments. I’ll live when I find those moments.
On with the show.